what i didn't say https://www.aftertheasterisk.com/what-i-didnt-say
i was part of a poetry collective at jackson state, and several of the members were queer. i was a straight christian man in mississippi, and here's what I didn't say.
deconstruction
essays on leaving the faith and finding out why. the slow attrition of certainty, and what gets written from the other side of it.
agnostic about what?
on what's left to be agnostic about, and why I stopped
i'm third https://www.aftertheasterisk.com/im-third/
on a sermon, a shelf, and the self underneath
the last time i prayed https://www.aftertheasterisk.com/the-last-time-i-prayed/
on learning to live without an answer
i believe you felt something https://www.aftertheasterisk.com/i-believe-you-felt-something/
separating the light from the film
how i lost my faith https://www.aftertheasterisk.com/how-i-lost-my-faith/
i wasn't looking to deconstruct. i was trying to explain why jesus rode a donkey.